Been doing quite a bit of "blog-soul-searching", those past days..
Am so blank on things to post, which made me think... what is my blog all about in the first place?
I make it a strict policy of mine not to go into my personal life, for several reasons and so as to not encourage people coming here to pry and try to catch a glimpse of the real me, even though i think this blog is as real as i get.. did i loose you there? i know i lost myself..
I've been accused by some that i write everything in my blog, to that accusation i am confused, since i do not remember writing anything personal; the most i have written was about my infatuation with lattes, partial vacation adventures and the endless quotes/theories i concoct every once in a while .. if that's within my so called "personal sphere" of life, i do not get what is public and what should be kept behind wraps..
If i have anything personal to say, i'd rather tell my best friend and not the internet..
On another note, blogs those days aren't merely "web logs" (**which was shortened to the present word we use "blogs", or in other words web journals/diaries), they are not as general as they were, some are niche blogs that focus on fashion, others focus on interior design, some are windows into people's lives however embellished or fictional they may be, others are a collection of short stories, and quite a few which i detest to be honest and avoid at all cost are a bunch of ramblings that aim to make people laugh or entertained but which hold no value on their own...
My blog, well, to some it might be a stuck up twenty something philosopher wannabe, or just mindless ramblings and vague notions; others i hear love to actually "read" it..
To me, its as i said before in a previous post, a "canvas" in which i can spill paint, draw, blot or even cut and paste/collage things on.. some of it might be nonsensical, others might be a series of opposing notions or ideas, quite a few can be random tidbits, but almost all of it is abridged..
To some people who have approached me and asked why i love keeping my blog vague i say, why should i give you the full picture?
I'll give you a line and you can build up on that.. something like food for thought..
I love food for thought, why should i write something complete and all encompassing? what's the fun in that? why give you all the facts at one blow?
I'd rather make you think..
and for all those trying to put my puzzle-like blog together to form a picture, i say no, you'll never be able to do that.. my puzzle is missing parts on purpose, why make it so mainstream as to have it be "complete" at the end?
I'm not looking for people to comment- i don't count the comments..
I'm not looking for links back here- that doesn't interest me, but is flattering nonetheless..
I don't write about people i know or my life- i keep that for my diary..
I don't let off steam here- i'd call up my best friend for that or hit the treadmill..
I don't know what i write about, i just know it may appear so random, but makes so much sense to me..
I know a lot of you know who i am, i've told half of you myself.. others seem to know me from my writing, which bedazzles me to tell you the truth..
For those who don't know me, my name is Baroque and i love stringing words together into sentences..
Enough said..
PS. Phew..
NB. Title of post is part of the Frank Sinatra song "I won't Dance"