I am not a procrastinator, at least i don't think i am, i always manage to get my things done on time.. (**prompt i am not though)
But there is one thing i don't get really, why is it that i almost always get the "essence" of a chapter/lesson after i've done the test/exam?
It's like i am lost throughout the course, then comes the exam which i study hard for, and then when it's way past due and its being graded, i get my "AHA" moment..
My definition of an "AHA" moment is when everything suddenly seems to fall into place and i finally start realizing that it was easier than it seemed to me whilst i was lost in all those class times, when the rest of the class was participating and asking question..
Thats when i go, "i should have so studied/read the chapter before class" (**happens so many times i can't even keep track), and funnily, i don't even bother and the cycle goes on..
Come to think of it, this also always happens in other non-study related aspects, when i finally get it, it's almost always too late...
Life can be ironic i guess..
PS. Nearing the end to find that the end is only midway, such a misleading map..



